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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

ONE BOY IN BIG WORLD WORLD

ON a finest day he came to the earth by giving happiness to his family, not only happy very much
happy they are...... why much happier than others?? may be because they where waiting him long
after getting three girl kids , they needed a boy in their home.... they say "alhamdulillah" when he come , then they say azzan in his ears..... he start growing...... but he is slow to do activities like walk n talk.... but by the time he he do it slowly but his talking was not in correct accent till he is 5 years old....... so he got kidding from the people by repeating his wrong accent...... may be because that problem he become less confident one..... or because he live with his sisters?? i dnt knw i should ask him.....
He is active if his friends with him.... but he moody when alone.... he dont know wher to go??? what to do??? he worry to experiment...... he goes the way somebody leads him.... he wont violate rules.... and he doesn't like people violate rules...... even he violate rule if friends compel him...
he dont have his own decisions.... he flows with the flow of life.... He respect others but he dont respect himself.... he loves to be different but he couldn't ..... he doesn't know his own value....... the boy dont like to share his bad feelings and bad experience to anyone even his loved ones... he always says say am ok here,..... after the bad situation he may share it or may not.... He is not good in studying theory's but he is clever to get the practical knowledge...... still he is not confident himself ........ he wonders about how people do the things and he feels he cant.......he is good friend if you go near to him....but he wont come to you to introduce..... he loves his gud friends more than others feels his love......... he is good friend for me when he do good things,,... i fight him when he do bad, when he share his bad thought..... He frget himself who is he???? what should i do for him???? how can i help him???? i'm confused ....... i love him very much...... but i hate him too** (** conditions applied :D ) do you like him??? can you help me to make him good????


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

sadness for nothing.....

when i sit lonely here i hear my heart say i'm sad.....
but i asked why????
it says "dont know".......
i asked do you miss someone?????
it says "i have no one to miss"
then ask it you wanna go somewer???
it say "i have no wer to go "
you miss ur mom????
it says "i experienced bfr away from her"
then y you sad?????
it says dont know.......